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Weightlifting

by Golder

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I feel fine 01:42
(count to ten) I feel fine I feel fine Is it any ordinary thinking I should go to hell Every morning I wake up I'm staring at myself I feel fine I feel fine Is it any ordinary thinking I should go to hell Every morning i wake up I'm staring at myself
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I hurt my ears screaming 'bout you baby Faux metal, cheap gems, greens necks pushing daisies Smoke blowing right down to your colored contacts Slim waist, cute smile I think I'm going crazy I can’t take it anymore too My god, it’s not that hard Stop thinking bout her Would you you count your blessings Come on What you want my time What you want with your time Would u count your blessings ? I hurt my ears screaming 'bout you baby Faux metal, cheap gems, greens necks pushing daisies Smoke blowing right down to your colored contacts Slim waist, cute smile I think I'm going crazy
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The buildings rose so angry rising up into the sky And I know why I'm just a little vermin crawling through the clouds Reflected down upon the mirrored pools While they watch me lose and lose Wetness seeping through my shoes Thrashing through a web of rules I'm out of touch from everyone You told me not to bother To just shut up and watch my cup And love a little smaller Come in the midnight, in the headlights The car is speeding at me, but you treat it like a joke I can’t even move and if i did where would i go Empty city streets need my blood to wet the snow
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Gatekeepers 03:27
I would walk through high school halls alone Indie rock in my headphones Getting treated like a ghost No-one liking all my posts Cliffs where I once dreamed I'd jump Or lay down like a traffic cone I just wanted a few songs Stupid language of my own Won’t you stop you’re staring down at the me i’ve constructed All of the time i’m fooled I wore a lot of hats in high school I don’t know what that says about me But i’m failing PE, i keep it low-key I’m with my friends in the lunch line biding my time I said I was biding time But didn't expect to make it past 25 Out group of the out group of the out group of the out group The ninth friend on the sidewalk Manic pixie throwing up Smile muscles growing rust Girls would say you're not my type Now their tryna live my life Won’t you stop you’re staring down at the me i’ve constructed All of the time i lose Always looking down at my shoes I don’t know what that says about me But i’m feeling shitty, getting lost in debris I’m with my friends and we’re hiding, don’t let the light in You said you liked it, but I don't believe you You said you liked it, but in a week it's on and on to the next one You said you liked it, but I don't believe you You said you liked it, but you don't like me when I like it My hair, my scene and the way that I dress My words, my terms and my disinterest In all the things you used to like 'Til it's time to take and you take and you take Cause I'll never be as popular as you You ship of Theseus pice of shit Have fun with all my stupid toys I'll pick em back when you're done with them Won’t you stop you’re staring down at the me i’ve constructed All of the time i’m fooled I wore a lot of hats in high school I don’t know what that says about me But i’m failing PE, i keep it low-key I’m with my friends in the lunch line biding my time Won’t you stop you’re staring down at the me i’ve constructed All of the time i lose Always looking down at my shoes I don’t know what that says about me But i’m feeling shitty, getting lost in debris I’m with my friends and we’re hiding, don’t let the light in
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I’d stay in bed until i died and blow my brains out in a nine to five Kiss one way mirrors for voyeurs outside And throw myself into the rising tide to be in love to be in love I’d lay myself down in raw cemxent and vomit out one thousand cigarettes Clutch a comet as it's falling to earth below and take a knife to each and every toes to be in love to be in love Just let me destroy myself for you Just let me destroy myself for you Just let me destroy myself for you Just let me destroy myself for you
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Boat 03:34
I’m sitting here waiting While the city starts to flood It rushes up the 7 floors And carries up all the rust But i just caught thinking bout you And how we’ll be apart And our lost prized possessions deep inside the dark I’m in my boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’ll be alright Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’m in my boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’ll be alright Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat The stars stretch out above As i’m laying down And i’m always laying down Drifting round and round and round and round and round I live on the roof of my house Surrounded by open water Windows beaten in by the sea Flood the floors below me completely When i dip my head overboard I see all the lights still on, Floating loosely by their chords all the way to the ocean floor And every day for all this time I’ve held my breath and swam downstairs To look for my long lost pet fish Its hard cause he looks like all the other fish I dont know how the books are still intact As i realphabetize the shelves And flip through pages full of places i'll dive down to to see for myself I’m in my boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’ll be alright Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’m in my boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’ll be alright Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’m in my boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’ll be alright Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat Boat I’m in my
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It’s sorta hard to find a reason to exist When everything is getting worse, and it’s already shit You’re lying on your bed, looking at the abyss It’s every day I see your pain I wish that i could just Change everything, take a hammer to your life Say something really smart to make it all okay 
but it’s not You’re feeling out of breath The lumps inside your throat The word around you starts to turn You’re feeling far away When streetlights fuzz again You can grab my hand I know it’s not much, but i’ll try my best to help Cause I care about that heart pounding round in your chest Like i care about every little thing you say, it’s okay But i can i respond with is I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you You’re always running fast, but coming next to last The pressure in your head is building screaming shouting loud The faucets running dry, and there’s nowhere to hide Every day you get worn down until you feel like there is nothing left I swear there’s still a spark, there’s another chance, there’s a hope There’s a hope of something But all i can say is I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
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released December 31, 2022

(printer friendly) features on Gatekeepers
Calvin Kingston features on Ballroom Pit Bounce
Marcyline features on Boat

Mixing and additional production work: Griffin Ashburn
Mastering: Dakota Martinez
Drums on Gatekeepers by Chris Paraggio

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